I am getting through this loss of my fire-keeper seeing the importance of getting our affairs in order which Steve Chase did not. He has this woman Karly who is his main person along with the the DA from Siskiyou County which takes all his mail, plus till thing move he can’t be cremated till the bill is paid. He was so careful with finances now it is more complicated then one would expect. He was in anger about so many things plus really wanting to move on, now he is but feeling him being in turmoil because of him not handle necessary responsibility to his own affairs. Now once he is cremated the ashes will be put in his favorite places however that too is hold due to the weather in Dec. I guess there maybe a memorial around his birthday in Feb. 2 we will see people have been asking about it.

I have been recovering from my fall however what made it difficult I was unable to do the things with my Bill Baren Coaching program I needed to once again I am getting going. I had a session with my coach creating a new PMM message relating better to my current clients.” I work with executives who are frustrated and unfulfilled in their relationships after years of building their career. I help them create relationships that fee them and enjoy more fulfillment in their life.” I had sent Celebration Cards offering a free session for current plus previous clients, moving forward with my support it was a great idea from my coaching training plus being around dynamic people who are intelligent plus working to assist in the changes of this life. I often feel I have more to do that is why I joined this group plus in a womans group Psyche Salon to get the support with the changes that are upon us. I feel I am very qualified to support people because of my own life experience plus my driven spirituality that started in my 20’s. I often hear people share how advanced they are because they took a current training so my question is how long is this advanced training they say various times, which often is what I would call a newbie not to insult them, because I also realized that when come souls awake they are old souls bringing their gifts into these time. The jury is still out for examination I worked with a woman who had explored so many modalities this summer, listening to her journey and the crap that people sold her awakened me in giggles, please examine who you work with. In this journey it is very intimate to trust your psychic or coach to move forward also needing support now more then ever. I need it too having those peers I can call for advice and support. I had another client that announced that he would no longer pay me we are now friends they way he announced it perplexed me I was so speechless, wanting to say why would you think we are close friends. I work intimately which is my style that has been present my whole life. I also know that when assuming that card being friend often I can’t do the best work for my clients, even though I care deeply being that cheer leader in your corner.  So knowing then our time is complete moving to my new clients which totally excites me in the journey drawing those who are willing, excited to make changes which is so fun and powerful. Feeling in transition with my new Marketing Message getting professionals that are ready for that shift in intimacy and fun in relationships!

I am also very excited with the shift that is occurring even though the elections, seems miss giving knowing we are being forced to make shifts in ways we hadn’t planned on it being this way. Now the challenge is where do I want to put my energy is the big question. Striving for peace and being productive in this life with what life we have left.  Saying this my fire-keeper Steve thought being gone he would not have to deal with this level of life but his transition has not been a walk in the park he has found out too. Just because we leave this dimension we are not done with our own responsibility even in heaven we still are having our work to do to progress.

Oh my since I last wrote so much has happened. I had great plans for Kusrutam, starting with recommitting to my Big Shift Coaching 2016-2017 material, going to Hawaii, run each am before sunrise 4 miles, develop a Webinar, on and on……but I bought a new bike from our local 5th Season got the message to walk it home but didn’t follow it, rode my new red bike proceeded to get off flew in the air landing on my waist hearing or feeling crunch crunch. My friend saw me in her rear view mirror ran over to get me up saying are you ok? My answer, ” I don’t know!” Hobbled up right in front of my house put my bike on the side of my house. Came in feeling what I later found is nerve pain. Well that afternoon I did go to my Doctor, I told her of my high tolerance for pain, but in the back of my mind is Hawaii all my dynamic plans so go get it fixed so I could proceed with my plans. Nothing much happened came home one week later I went back now she decided for Xray before I got home an apology making arrangements for MRI meeting the Orthopedic Doc the next day. I couldn’t sit only lay……now it was starting to be apparent no Hawaii, if I couldn’t sit how could I drive to the bay area then board a plane for another 5 hrs, darn it darn it. The great news was no surgery I asked how long I again hoping saying a week, he laughed good try, 6-8 weeks. As I write this I am on my 5 th week finally being able to put it all together. I wrote my Bill Baren Coaching group saying I didn’t know what is happening, but the real joy was talking to my clients being able to completely focus absolutely no distractions plus by being isolated I was feeling so psychically  clear.  What was more difficult was giving up my to do list finally after a couple weeks I realized I needed to keep it simple. I am not a complainer so most people didn’t know how out of commission I really am, only those who have an understanding of anatomy. What I was told my L3 burst on my fall, just re-coup. I really had trouble telling that I can only do a limited amount without a long story, but finally I was able to achieve the necessary healing modal. So giving up my trip and my beautiful to do list I was very excited to move into all of it but God is in charge so I had to revamp myself. My friend did a reading for me which was so beautiful  Chrissie Ishida Reynolds I wish I had recorded it but she told me this was my time to go within, not work so hard wait to see what the Divine brings me! I was so touched tears rolling down my face. Then here we had this elections with all the crazy energy the excitement having our first Woman President listening to people who don’t like her, but not knowing her biography or true honest history, knowing gosh by her age we all have done things we aren’t proud of or things would would honor as mistakes. I have been very clear about the medicine wheel my spot in the north in the medicine wheel seeing myself at the West (40ish years) how I was blaming, arrogant, driven but now being in the North the Wisdom Keeper White Buffalo realizing that I don’t really have the control and drive to make things happen when spirit jumps in saying nope not now. So I finally rolled with it, still doing minimal what is necessary for my coaching plus my friend being my Accountability Coach so we check in each week what we are achieving, she telling me too to take it easy. I also had my meds something I am not use to but got a rhythm down with them just to function. I know this is a long story but honestly it is my story up surrendering to the divine still very much in it.  Finally coming around that corner, one weekend doing all my haircuts for my clients actually enjoying being some what normal. My fire-keeper Steve Chase came over gave him a haircut, had our regular chat……..not thinking much about it. However in few days later I got a call from a woman asking me if I am Steve Chase’s friend Linda, of course. He had a massive stroke being taken down to Mercy in Redding pretty much in a coma with brain bleed. He has 3 women friend Carly, Virgina and me(no family).  The next day they were getting a team together from the Forest Service Carly as the reference if anything happened making the decision to take him off life support because he body was in such bad shape. It was very sad knowing his life is through just like that but it took him days to depart. That was just 4 days ago, then this very weird election energy, I listen to Leo King he did forecast a while ago Trump would win but who could imagine it would be such a land slide…..watching Hilary do her acceptance speech a real class one, how can people dislike her so much?  We are now just a couple days over acceptance of the new reality once again. I am going to proceed with a promotion for clients through the end of this month but not just quite there yet please if you want a free consultation please email me, like I said I am in a very powerful psychic reality for all this that has happened. I will miss Steve Chase, if you want to see pictures please go to my Linda M Held FB there are recent pictures of him plus a tribute to our friendship!

So almost 20 yrs ago is the first I heard of the importance of this, a powerful time. I usually find to be in gratitude about all that has happened in 2016, addressing even those things that haven’t been as powerful or things that didn’t work out.  It is important to be realistic and honest which helps in the manifesting process for the coming year not to re-do those things that weren’t in our best interest. Then the next part is putting down medicine(sage, flowers, candles, ceremony) what is it that you want to create for 2017. I will be doing a family & friend Sweat Lodge taking all this into prayers. I have a wonderful core group that we can be really honest and sincere about our progress in this spiritual world. I have been doing my work since 1975 so I have experienced the twists and turns of the challenges of our being responsible for our continued growth. Yes it is never done including being on the other side heaven does exists however we still have more to do. Being a medium since I was 13 when my girlfriend Jeannie Stone came to me after her passing, from leukemia. I didn’t tell anyone about it till I was 45 because in the old days I would have been on medication if i told how spirits or angels talked to me. So once I started working with people on a more intimate level I feel in deep gratitude. Eve Crane who was on KEST radio wanted me to have my own show, what she appreciated about me was how accessible I am, that has been a gift to my clients. However this week I have had a weird one 3 different clients/friends informed me either they are annoyed thinking we are friends not client, another has now graduated to friend is no longer doing session we have the impasse by his standard we are friends so he no-longer needs to pay me. He want to call at his convenience to chat. I also talked to a client that made major changes a rather long phone call wanting to approach let’s do more however with the we are friends card out I felt how inappropriate it would be to address it. I obviously don’t set strong enough boundary’s to let people know this friendly attitude is still coaching/spiritual advising even though my style is friendly. It actually makes me very sad that I take these folks into my inner world of spirit they disregard how intimate and deep this is for me. I offer ceremony to those that may-not be included in ritual, so my Kusrutam will include this miscommunication, Charlie Thom told me once with my prayers it might do well to live in the forest and do prayers that way. However that is not my Divine destiny being or getting out more is the other part of Kusrutam is now happening not knowing yet what that means. In my sessions my teacher clients know they are rising to new heights needing to jump off the diving board into the New however not have a clear definition of what that is yet……..so prayers will go into the unknown.

I finally got my newsletter out, with all the great activities that happened this summer, yahoo for me and everyone. I also am in Bill Baren’s coaching program since June 1 which has helped me get more focused making my sessions better clearer and more direct. It has been a wonderful process meeting so many wonderful people who are driven to not only do their work but make a huge difference in so many powerful areas. I feel lucky to be a part of the change on the planet. I also started working on my book since taking Christine Kloser Transformation Author Experience with some other great people that has taken a back set through the summer but will get back to it. I definitely want to write a Ebook about Vision Quest there are no resent books out there about so many ways to achieve awesome results if you don’t want to sit out in nature. I am excited about this fall. In October there is a native term called Kstudum (spelling not sure) but I am doing a family Sweat Lodge for the completion of 2016 in gratitude, plus putting down prayer medicine for the coming year 2017. This year many changes the great news is Mom/Lillian Grace was able to run the second round in the lodge last year after her many surgery’s, staph infections wasn’t well enough to do so.  I also am looking forward to the fall equinox with letting go of even more but creating a better clarity of what works. I am also offering free consultations in limiting numbers due to the program I am in to get the flow of new clients/referrals to make a bigger difference in people lives. Sunday I got together with Andree Morgana “Best of Mt. Shasta” to start preparing for next years( July 21-23, 2017) event with some great presenters and advertising people. We each did a short 5 minute video explaining about our relationship with Mt Shasta, the work we do and how we can move forward offering retreats, VIP days through the year. I love doing that VIP having people come plan a unique day or days designed for you stay at the Dream Inn, play and move forward, then do follow-ups on conference line or zoom to continue our intimate work together. I am really hoping you take me up on snow shoeing it is really fun but also a spiritual experience being out in the white forest with Spirit………

So just a quick check in my web designer Susanne Scull and I are going to get together next week to make some changes plus for me to learn how to add photo’s to this always new processes for me to learn but a great time for media & communication. I post phoned my Vision Quest then a miracle happened my guy Rey still wanted to do it but shorten it. He is coming up designing it just for him, plus his friend was going to come I was going to take her out to Ney Springs for another type of ceremony while he is out praying. It gave me a great idea of doing such advertising for couples or friends who would like to move deeper into their relationship while doing this type of nature exploration. My Marketing message for the Bill Baren Coaching Big Shift I am in with some amazing people, in the gathering rather then using my message of hopeless people moving into transition to happy productive lives, which I still guide people through all kinds of transitions which I love I now am opening to “I work with people who are frustrated and alone, I help them create a fun passionate relationship with some-one they can love. ” So I have thrown this around with clients they get all excited at the possibility of opening once more for the magic and joy of a happy relationship. It has been a fun process for me plus practicing using the message.  Clients finding new hope that your significant other is out there and discover how to find them, I give support in your dreams, it isn’t too late for manifestation.

Last week I had Keiko’s Ana Gucci’s Japanese group for Sweat Lodge once again it was amazing even though the weather was 93 degrees but coming out of the lodge it still is cooler then inside. My fire-keeper is amazing in great gratitude for Steve Chase taking good care in everything he does, Bennie’s amazing healing energy helping, of course Lillian Grace (Mom) leading the second round very powerful our elder at 87 to guide 15 people into their prayers and healing. It is a private group I am not open to the public keeping the groups safety and privacy in check, it is a great responsibility plus a heck of a lot of work for prep and finishing up that most people don’t know or understand. For me it is serious honorable ceremony not a hoe down so I maintain the right to refuse anyone. A Ho! Thank you Keiko till next year!

Today going to Big Shift Coaching Program in bay area, had my first coaching experience yesterday with Susan…..Also preparing for Quest (Aug.28-Sept 4) ramping up to get more enrollment I am hoping that this coaching will help me get more out there. I am having several Japanese groups for Sweat Lodge very exciting, they are so respectful plus don’t mind the heat. I have them sing their song from Japan too. So this summer is an eventful one! Plus after this retreat I am back hoping to get help re-building my lodge after Joel built it almost 3 yrs ago it is leaning and needing love and support. So the projects just don’t stop. My fire wood guy Kirk wants me to come help him cut many big rounds that he has wanted to cut up plus give me wood, such a blessing all Kirk asks for is prayers, I can do that. I made some new flower essence for this year 2016 Lily & Tigar Lily, plus Iris, yellow flower……with crystals, rose quartz… It is only July 13 moving along. My coaching is picking up which is great love my clients, such gifts, plus this year the gate to Panther isn’t open yet but I have had the good fortune to take my client up for a Shamanic walks going to lower Panther where we use to do Sweat Lodge with Karuk Charlie Thom with 100 people built that huge beautiful lodge saying prayers for all of it such awesome memories. It is great to take clients out in nature to let Mother Earth do it magic I just hold the energy and they pay me so fun!

I am excited to move forward it took a while I am posting my former blog which once we were closing the store I just lost the momentum http://lindamheld.blogspot.com/ I started it in 2007 saw many changes in my life. So since then I have reached out in different areas; after living in such a powerful place other then our people traveling through that I meet I found myself reaching out to new venues. I first signed up for many trainings, Tapping, TAE Christine Kloser online, Bill Baren Premier Packages, Elizabeth Pervis 7 Figure Goddess, stretching my horizons here in Mt Shasta. I went to The Big Shift Bill Baren in 2015 in March which was great later in the year I went to Tranformation Author Breakthrough in Baltimore which was amazing.  I had never been that area it was great met up with some women we started our Sister’s Writing on Zoom from that point on being a Transformation Group first starting out writing, each checking in about that then going off in a different September Baltimore which was amazing.  I had never been that area it was great met up with some women we started our Sister’s Writing on Zoom from that point on being a Transformational Group first starting out writing, each checking in about that then going off in a different transformational direction being more progressive to change which I have to say that part I love. I had not planned to go to The Big Shift 2016 last minute I felt the drive to go, I contacted Rebecca Eli who last year she and connected wrote her in message saying I knew I am suppose to go, she laughed said she felt the same. So we both went shared a room a huge push now I have joined his program along with Rebecca really excited to be part of this dynamic group. We have plenty of homework on business, marketing, and our market message. Plus this week really pushing to get my enrollment going with Vision Quest, being more progressive. I also sent our 91 emails 2 times to have zoom meetings now calling people who have done past Quest. So my question to you if anyone you know that is interested please contact me, it will be a dynamic powerful Quest!

Sunday doing a lodge with Moe and Annie along with others, praying for this current sad situation in Orlando, plus all of you, let’s make it a more loving year! Blessings, Linda