“I coach executives/professionals that are frustrated in their relationships after years of building their careers/businesses. I help them create relationships that feed them.” I have been in this Bill Baren Coaching program coming up on a year, plus re-committing to continue. I have met great people team coaching, all the people I relate to are top notch. I would not meet them here in Mt Shasta even when we had our store, because few people would have the depth to share their coaching experiences. So many wonderful ones each with a bit different support. So why I am writing this? I am sharing it because it is important to continue to grow get out of our comfort zone. My fellow coach Rebecca Elias was going to be one of the speaker in the all star program more advanced then myself, she asked if I was coming to San Jose to the Hilton, at first I said, “no” within a few minutes I got the strong message “Yes”. I am glad I did for many reasons, plus showing to myself my own determination at this age to be around the people that inspire me. It is a challenge to show up. I have learned through the years of doing all this spiritual work I do follow directions from inner guidance, Angels, dreams or however it comes. This is one of the definite commands that separate people following those orders even if they are inconvenient or challenging. I too am having 4 groups this summer for Sweat Lodge 3 from Japan and another from Washington DC Jonia Mt Shasta Universary. I also did a enrollment conversation with a promoter of these Japanese folks, explaining that I have even done sessions not exactly coaching more spiritual reading for folks that don’t speak English, taping with their phone so they can have an interpetor tell them what I am saying. It is really beautiful, now taking it to a more consistent coaching would be fabulous, or even traveling to Japan to do a teaching would be the cats meow. I also at the same time sent some of my flower essence to a woman in Japan that opened a store front, trying mine before deciding if she will carrying them in her store which is great too. So I am moving forward probably not with as much drive as I would like but know in time I will be birthed into something very new. I have also been cleaning out after reading “the life- changing magic of tidying up”the Japanese art of decluttering and organizing”, by Marie Kondo. So in my birthing process I am cleaning out 3 different life times; one of being married to a dentist, being a single parent with a beauty business, being a empty nester with an Herbal, Supplement, gift store……..now being that spiritual leader coach, birthing the new with opening to intimate Vision Questers, Women’s gathering, VIP times with individuals who are ready for rapid intimate change…….any of these are not for the weak of heart. What pushed away people or sabotages them to really understand the level of trust and intimacy that is important to move forward in any of these modalities. The results people get from my coaching is inner peace, knowing that this life is an adventure, plus a great sense of empowerment being stronger and just having more fun in intimate relationships. ( that is a great success for my clients) This year I feel is a grand shift for each of us, but I can’t tell you what that means today……..it will be revealed as we are ready! What I was asked to write about in my next blog explaining Shamanic holding the energy for clients so they feel safe enough for? I will do that!
I guess big change is in the air, but what does that mean? We are all curious about that knowing we have to get more involved, in what? My coaching is going great loved working with 10 people through the Holiday Season free New Years Sessions now realizing that they are my greatest advocates for new clients. Today I was having my own coaching with Susan Liddy she said,” what if it that easy just drawing clients that come to me with expectancy of doing the work, even if it is tough.” This is the first time I really am getting some people truly are not my clients, needing to either just let them go or direct them to what would work for them. Pretty fascinating I also read a book suggested by another great coach ” The Big Leap” how we have a ceiling of our own limitation by either getting sick, sabotaging ourselves or like me have an accident. I felt it was a big push to take care of myself but now as I examine after reading this book there is a great possibility that I was experiencing great success plus planning to go to Kona working on my book, webinar, plus run before dawn, jumping off the diving board in a bigger way of moving forward but after my fall………nope really fascinating what I did even though I possibly needed rest or couldn’t sit barely do anything for a few weeks. I never really had back pain more like nerve pain, plus shooting pains in my knees, plus swelling in odd places so I did this to myself assuming I did a good one….couldn’t sit in a car or air plane……plus everything was paid for other then spending money, geese I want to break this ceiling not working I need to understand I deserve success and so do my clients getting the best, being a person of service for a very long time. What I realized for myself some of my greatest talents I have stopped doing for myself, journey into my future self, my counsel with the aspects of myself conference room, plus put my writing on hold finding it was too exposing even though I am using Selena Saunders story. Also chatting with clients about the words they want to use for the coming year was thought provoking. I also after a few weeks my fire-keeper Steve Chase passed, I had cut his hair, then days later he has a massive stroke. It was an odd time but he wasn’t happy in his life and decided not to do necessary things to be in better health, high blood pressure, plus knew he had a heart problem Doctors wanted his to do a stress test but refused now he with the Angels. As part of all this transition moving into the New Year with idea of New President, plus so many weird challenges but keeping our focus to help and be of service as much as we can this whole process is a huge shift and me reading, being still, and process with my clients is such a blessing. I want you to know if you are my clients or have been I greatly appreciate the trust you have put with me. I also want you to know your life matters to me! Even when people pass that is one of the great parts they come to visit to want to know that their life mattered even if they have left this physical life and moving on! By the way I am a Cancer so this Moon means lots to me in this New beginnings!
I am going to start blogging. This is a few years ago just loving the idea of doing the Quest Again with a great staff, feeling so lucky to be with people in the medicine red road, grateful to be of service in this way. I am also thrilled being back at the camp always receiving a great welcome from Nature and Cedar & David the guardians of the place………more to come. I started preparing since Xmas but now we are rolling! Thank YOU, Pauline for your help, as you know I need it! Gratitude for the 2 of you and all my spirit helpers!