Moving forward, this Cancer gal has new energy in this Great Awakening time.  I am traveling back to the New Renaissance, reconnecting with great folks there!

This Easter, the Pope left me a significant part of this awakening feeling; his light helped expose 45 as the evil he is. I find it interesting that so many people want life to go on as it always has, but it doesn’t. Astrology hasn’t happened in 180 years. It feels very different, not just your imagination; it is. It’s very important to make good choices for everyone.  Attracting similar vibrations is crucial; if not, they are dissolving friendships and clients only to bring better ones to us. Therefore, it is essential to understand the importance of working with the right coach, a spiritual guide, during this great awakening. A Ho! Bright Start talking Swan.

So now it has been 4 years since Lillian Grace became our Angel, she would be 96.

Between the pandemic & our current democracy challenges folks are unwilling or unable to dive deep into grief.  A big part of this is not trusting others & having a high stress level and not grasping the depth of their feelings.

Working with me, trusting the safety moving through it all is a blessing.  I greatly appreciate always. ❤️

Once I had connected with Mt Shasta, not only would I explore there, but often as the mountain does, it would reveal information unexpectedly. It changed the course of my marriage. I had asked my husband a simple question about who was important to him. He named his mom, his two brothers, and our sons. I came in last. Being the person I am, I asked him to repeat the list. He did, in exactly the same order. That was my moment of Houdini. Everything changed for me. This is another way our mountain works: the truth comes. I want to write in a little more detail about my romance that started early on with this Mountain. In 1978, I was driving to Washougal, Washington, with my sons Zac, who was three years old, and Josh, who was six months old, in our Open Road motor home. Since Josh was not a great sleeper, I had planned to drive all night. After passing a sign saying KOA CAMPGROUND, I made it to Weed. I got the message to turn around. It was probably about 8:00 p.m. and still light. So, I turned around and pulled into the campground. This is where it all started. I had been meditating since Zac was born, fasted, and done other spiritual practices. I decided to meditate. This wizard-Gandalf-type character—much later, revealing himself as Melchizedek—showed up, telling me to come to this mountain every year. So, from then on, my husband and kids came with me for a week in July. I’d fast and I did drink a bit of wine on my fast, usually watermelon or grapes. I walked on dirt trails. Throughout the rest of the year, I’d search for all kinds of books, cards, and teachers. I found the mountain was the best teacher. I did get various books from the Golden Bough! From my book page 101

The journey continues to delight and surprise me here. Being a long-time resident of Mt Shasta, after the pandemic, a very different reality. In one way, new folks are really thrilled about being here. I am always asking how the mountain has treated them. For some of us, there are many twists and turns as we bed into this journey of exploration.

What I am writing about now is some storytelling about those that I had forgotten, one being this famous make-up artist Takako spent over a week together plus other teachers, her crew assistant, and a sound guy; how could I forget such a spectacular encounter but what came to me was she had called from Japan there was another teacher here from Japan having a tough time would I go rescue her from a workshop she was in of course I did I found her as I arrived seeing this beautiful woman with a puff face from crying. I took her to the headwaters in Mt Shasta Park with my drum set on the bench drumming in the woods.  I then took her back to my store to do body work clearing with sage blessing with lavender & rose essential oils. When complete, she left on the next plane in the am.

So what this means today, through time storytelling memory, is that many amazing people have trusted me, so this new part of my new book will remind me of such stories of the blessing of trust.

This last few months, when I have had odd reactions from folks what they all have in common is being privileged in some way; that is a whole new chapter in my book after storytelling weaving how a privileged person feels entitled to either be rude ( of course not identifying it as such just being who they are) Enjoying having me chase them down only to say they don’t want or need a session usually not friends clients so I have been settling boundaries all year we are now in December wanting to drop by my house several of these? I have had to work hard on taking it personally after being accused of being money-hungry when, in actuality, it has been my work since 1991! This had never happened before. I explained that for each training I took, I never said no or implied it wasn’t worth it. I love what I do not taking it personally after spending many hours with these folks is beyond Lillian Grace would calmly say it is bullshit, right fully so.

, I am continuing to add to the blog as we complete this year, getting more focused on details and being ready to jump off 2025. I had planned to go on a cruise but had to cancel for various reasons in Oct, but I am no longer with my publishing group in Orlando. I started with them in 2015 in Baltimore, continuing until my book is on track with these great authors and publishing company Christine Kloser Capucia and her team.

Closing out 2024, wishing you a new beginning! I also look forward to doing more work in person or via Zoom.  Procrastination and fight or flight response to current challenges are cleared. Creating new goals with great expectation and support from me!! Do either group calls 2 times a month for a couple of hours at your convenience and also the commitment of 3 months. Private sessions 2-3 a month plus check-in for 15 minutes.

Let’s do it in 2025. We are getting ready to be part of this great awakening; let me assist you~

I am so very excited that my book is coming out. Stay tuned for details and book signing event! It is available on Amazon.

It has been an amazing time, feeling the energy doing my own work with preparing for book launch getting media folder update website and Linkedlin moving forward having oodles of to do lists how about you? Then all of a sudden feeling anxiety or down right crazy unable to achieve my list talking to other teachers feeling the same. I know without a doubt we are definitely in a transition of this Great Awakening while dealing with dark energies that are beyond unbelievable. Once in a while we will meet folks that think everything is ok but what I tell everyone we must keep the light and love rolling it is our job though tough when folks are nasty. We no longer have rose colored glasses on since the pandemic I have been doling journey’s with chakra’s seeing the importance of being balanced not being in denial as we get information even about ourselves.
I was in a 3 day great Motivation Breakthrough  with Mar great Lynch Raniere & Bethany plus between 145 to 175 on zoom journeying thought different doors of awareness coming into my own deep realizations understanding how so many of us has gone thrugh so many doors in our lives just moving forward just now beginning to process “We are here to do our good work!” Feeling the confidence of being with others celebrating our successes with our moving forward !

After much thought with stranger things happening with folks not following through as intimate relationships people falling into denial or negativity….I was driven to do a sweat making a release of old.

People mentioned childhood trauma I was also guided to burn the old it took a bunch to dig out willows and release old.

I have resubmitted my manuscript they have accepted it now ready for editing. It has been a long process starting in 2015 actually living more life plus adding more about our closing our business that I had not planned to add but understanding after Mom’s passing the trauma, we both experienced at the hands of Wells Fargo. It was an emotional experiences plus having this bimbo I paid $150 to put together plus not paying me for our trip,….finally recently paying me some but not what I spent. It took a bunce to get it ready this shaman story most don’t get including me. Finally got it together with support of friends.

Now in the process of new beginnings I see my process as a turtle moving slowly, have willows getting ready to build lodge and feed the people. Of course, now I am getting a head cold of course, why not.

I am motivated to get my website set up for my book once further along with Suzane’s help!

Starting my new book plus regarding setting boundary’s not to be so co-dependent and used by clients or friend I am including my contract with this plus mutual commitment.

I love what I do working with great clients for years is my work~

Good Day,

Connecting with each of you, hoping you are well after this crazy transition, we must start new. What does that mean the jury is out. Some of you I have connected with but we all have strange emotions after all these challenges, being an elder I have never heard such odd responses rather combative rather than me offering support. What has happened to our kindness and general caring for each other? It is a time when our tribe needs to work through conflict to get to the other side depth of intimacy and support. I have learned much through this time a more resilience and understanding of the dynamics of grief and moving on through it. I have had odd happenings myself often not knowing what to think of it all how to respond attempting to go with the flow and be available to the challenges. Originally I was going to plan a gathering in May but of course way too much snow, stay alert will be sending a flyer around. I will hold it in McCloud at Stonebrook. stay tuned!

Also, last summer I had 2 long time clients we did amazing work the whole day starting with a walk just before sunrise in the park, bodywork, a session journey, and going to lower panther to collect water for after our time together from the powerful spring( amazing fresh right from our mountain) ending with a sacred fire at sunset. Powerful intimate deep work not for everyone but love it in gratitude for the opportunity!

Blessings , Linda Held Bright Star Talking Swan

So, I again haven’t written in my blog for no reason just crazy stuff. I offered for clients an open call as needed I am sorry to say it has come to bite me. I had folks be abusive, one telling me how I am burnt off in actually she needed too much as a low price. Another woman told me I got this lousy job because of you then quit for a very low monthly charge which she would usually have at least 2 sessions a week. So, no I am setting stronger boundary’s it has been beyond annoying plus being accused of being burnt out which I love supporting you why I made myself more available as needed, I have learned the hard way that isn’t appreciated by several in 1 week.

So enough of that ………

It has been a challenge with society of our own grief plus my mom’s she is being amazing showing me all the time how she is here to support me in very obvious ways. I have connected with Ichenge lin who lost his partner Ray very suddenly we have been doing podcast The Mountain Called also addressing the medicine wheel and chakra’s. It has been very powerful both experiencing the same grief plus having them show up at the most necessary moments for support plus pushing us out there after experiencing this isolated time with the Pandemic but folks feeling grief to the world not defining it. We can because we both have specific circumstances plus worldwide.

 I again had made the commitment to go back to Peru to put more prayers down but after Mom’s passing it was difficult to even think about it ………..I had a physical symptom of SI joint unable to walk constant pain, and limping so going to hike in Peru would be impossible. I attempted to go to MD’s and massage, chiropractors to no avail I finally found a chiro sport medicine who guided me which I was very thankful but it still took forever to get back. I found I have to walk 3-5 miles to maintain healthy body. 

I had made plans to go to Peru but 12-20, 2021 at 2:22 to change my plans of going to Peru which I did then rescheduled for September costing me another bunch of money. Started advertising in the summer end up getting 6 great folks it was amazing sharing facilitating with long time client who was living there became a challenge she had never done groups before and kept disappearing plus moody. I didn’t realize till I was alone in Cusco I had been with people 24 hours a day for 13 days finally feeling some relief and being able to explore the city center the next day. It too me a month to digest what had gone on a great trip in many ways reconnecting with awesome teachers but I have shared facilitating  with many folks never experiencing anything like this. My last trip I had arrange through Jesus he took care of everything except the last few days which I did. It is really my fault I didn’t aske the right questions assuming in the 4 agreement it was going go smoothly. I really did private sessions almost daily to calm folks down we didn’t have hot water everyone was very kind. I had taken a class in Oct 2021 with Christine Kloser once again, realizing why I had stopped writing my book with the heart ache & trauma of losing my building my guarantied retirement …..which I had to get out of debt. I then being determined to finish this book which I did before this trip done Sept. just needing to have someone help put the chapters together Jennifer said she would gladly do it but didn’t but did finally as I sit in Cusco charging me $150 for supposing 3 hours of work, I was checking with a local guy then instantly I got her email? What would be a very exciting time down was given a dark hue. Not sure why she has such a odd reality? Plus, on this trip odd communication which didn’t make sense. As I write this makes me very sad that another long-time client is acting out not even sure why? 

It took me a whole month to even begin to reflect on what had gone on not with participants but co-facilitator she was often gone and coming back to group very grouchy.  

 Once getting home had a New Moon Fire ceremony with Ichenge lin and Annie at my home, one day after I got a message to go on the mountain to my sacred rock where I received my home in San Carlos it was a Saturday knowing to follow directions. I didn’t even comb my hair when up had realized I need to get water for myself from lower Panther Spring water I had assisted my 2 clients to raise their energy. I am now doing it for myself. Still figuring this current jaunt to Peru and its complexity.  Then the next assignment was to call for a Sweat Lodge which I also had not done for 3 years since the Pandemic, so a plan we set up on a Thursday to start prayers early for the world and people with tobacco. Asking a very small group to honor the memorial of my Mom, Ray, another Ray, Amy people we knew of plus Philip Goggin who’s grandad lived in my house finding out by his sister just the day before I had met him just a few months before had dropped dead at 52………of course deaths from pandemic and Ukraine, I also made it clear we needed optimistic new beginnings! I had made special food in celebration but waking the morning of the lodge I was having trouble understanding we were really doing this but once I started the fire It felt positive happening. Everyone was very glad to be here for this ceremony finally~

  Plus, very exciting to be working on publishing my book build new clients plus get funding for Copusia easily, it is really done 44,000 words. Now starting my second book with great people speaking advertising which I love doing~