I guess big change is in the air, but what does that mean? We are all curious about that knowing we have to get more involved, in what? My coaching is going great loved working with 10 people through the Holiday Season free New Years Sessions now realizing that they are my greatest advocates for new clients. Today I was having my own coaching with Susan Liddy she said,” what if it that easy just drawing clients that come to me with expectancy of doing the work, even if it is tough.” This is the first time I really am getting some people truly are not my clients, needing to either just let them go or direct them to what would work for them. Pretty fascinating I also read a book suggested by another great coach ” The Big Leap” how we have a ceiling of our own limitation by either getting sick, sabotaging ourselves or like me have an accident. I felt it was a big push to take care of myself but now as I examine after reading this book there is a great possibility that I was experiencing great success plus planning to go to Kona working on my book, webinar, plus run before dawn, jumping off the diving board in a bigger way of moving forward but after my fall………nope really fascinating what I did even though I possibly needed rest or couldn’t sit barely do anything for a few weeks. I never really had back pain more like nerve pain, plus shooting pains in my knees, plus swelling in odd places so  I did this to myself assuming  I did a good one….couldn’t sit in a car or air plane……plus everything was paid for other then spending money, geese I want to break this ceiling not working I need to understand I deserve success and so do my clients getting the best, being a person of service for a very long time. What I realized for myself some of my greatest talents I have stopped doing for myself, journey into my future self, my counsel with the aspects of myself conference room, plus put my writing on hold finding it was too exposing even though I am using Selena Saunders story. Also chatting with clients about the words they want to use for the coming year was thought provoking. I also after a few weeks my fire-keeper Steve Chase passed, I had cut his hair, then days later he has a massive stroke. It was an odd time but he wasn’t happy in his life and decided not to do necessary things to be in better health, high blood pressure, plus knew he had a heart problem Doctors wanted his to do a stress test but refused now he with the Angels. As part of all this transition moving into the New Year with idea of New President, plus so many weird challenges but keeping our focus to help and be of service as much as we can this whole process is a huge shift and me reading, being still, and process with my clients is such a blessing. I want you to know if you are my clients or have been I greatly appreciate the trust you have put with me. I also want you to know your life matters to me! Even when people pass that is one of the great parts they come to visit to want to know that their life mattered even if they have left this physical life and moving on!  By the way I am a Cancer so this Moon means lots to me in this New beginnings!